I'm into depressing songs again.

Why, oh why, must you sound so good? It makes me wonder about where my mind has gone. It makes me wonder if I'm going back into a depression stage. Except this time, I can actually see myself smile at rare times throughout the day. That's one plus. But then again, it could be a sign of insanity. Who knows?

When given time to myself, by myself, I find myself thinking pessimistically. It annoys me more than anything. I find myself wanting to cry and just leave it at that. Crawl up in bed and go sleep for as long as I want. I feel at peace in my sleep but...sleep can only last for so long. It only feels like a couple of minutes when in reality, a couple hours have gone by.

I think I need more sleep. I think I need to procrastinate less. I think I need to stop thinking and start doing. Oh, and I've realized that I'm somewhat back on Blogspot now. I'm on Tumblr less. it's almost like I don't care about it anymore 'cept to update some new photos and my 365. I don't know why but Tumblr depresses me a little. Pft. Like my posts here don't depress me already.

I laugh at my own irony. But that's okay.

I'm going to sign off now. Maybe get some sleep. A part of me doesn't want to. A another part of me is screaming for some rest. Most of me is just screaming to stop.

Stop what, really? Everything if anything.

Jump up, fall down, gotta play it loud now.

Don't care, my head's spinning all around now.

I swear I'll do, anything that I have to

Til I forget about you.