Never been so tired and pissed off at the MTA.

That's all I'm saying for now. Promise there'll be more tomorrow. I'm in the middle of typing it but I need to get off internet. -shakes head- This is so inconvenient.

I also have some pictures (from Louise's camera) that I'll upload...later/tomorrow. I have a (slight?) sunburn. It is hot.

I shall sleep now. If someone wakes me up early, I will kill them.

Good nights. :]

So excited!

I'm going to Long Island tomorrow to chill with some friends. I'm too excited. But I'm also tired. Reeeeeally tired. Handball was semi-intense for me today. I still need to run more.

I finished packing and all I need to do is shower and sleep. Then waking up extremely early. Then getting on the train early. Then...yeeea. We'll be on our way.

I should update more tomorrow, if I'm not too tired. There'll be an update on Sunday, most likely. Now, if only I can stop talking to you. Oh dear. Someone is being dramatic again.

let's clear up this confusion.

i don't want a repeat of history.

One weekend to look forward to.

For the first time in ages, I'm looking forward to the weekend. My parents gave me permission to go to Long Island with Louise&Co. Yes, you heard me. Long Island. I'll probably be home past 9PM, Saturday night. Thank you so freakin' much. I have a feeling my uncle wanted me to go somewhere with him after we all bailed indoor rock climbing with him.

This whole week was full of plans for once. Until today, that is. Monday, we all (but Max) went to Queens to meet up with Potter. It was...not too fun. I had to face him in handball and we had to hang out with him before he went on his cruise. The courts smelled like piss. It was icky. It was full. Yea, I prefer Brooklyn for handball. Or Louise's area.

Tuesday, we all (but Max, again) walked to 51 for handball. We didn't stay there fo rlong. I had a headache and it was hot. Really hot and sunny. We walked abck to McDonalds after about 30 min. We stayed there for another hour. It was too early to go home so Howard and I took the R all the way to Lexington. We were too lazy to get up...I didn't get home 'til after 6:30. Mommy was mad. Oh wells.

Wednesday, we all (but Max, yet again) went to Coney Island after volunteer. It was DeeJay's birthday! Once we got there, we saw a group of black people going into Nathan's and we found them. I am not a racist bastard. Lawl, Achmed. When we got on the sand, holy shit, it was hot. I think I gave the soles of my feet a fairly icky burn. Johanna and I ran to the ocean where the water we cool and the sand was bearable. Later on, we all fell asleep in the sun. No burns tho ;D !

Today, we did nothing productive. We planned to go to Union Square but Johanna didn't need to. We walked to Staples and Max looked for some DVDs his dad told him to buy. Afterwards we just chilled at McDonald's. I gotta quit eating. I'm so fat -_-. We all walked back towards the station at Union St. and went our separate ways. It was even-ish for once: 3 Brooklyn people and 3 Queens people. And also: 3 dudes and 3 chicks. We were even :D! We even walked in pairs, unintentionally: one line of girls and one line of boys. -shrug-

Max failed so bad today. He escorted some kids to the bathroom (note: they were mere 7th graders) and just left them there. He came back alone and I asked him, "Where are the kids?" His blunt answer, "I left them there." -face palm- Oh and Kathy recognized him 'cause she thought we looked related. Weird, no? He thinks more kids are stalking him. Paranoid, much? :P

Oh, dang it's 10PM. I think I should go upstairs and shower, if they haven't locked me out. Yet. I hope not -_- Oh wells, good night.

There's handball tomorrow morning at 51 and Central Park with Carmen after. What is there to do at Central Park...walk around? Suree.

Eww, sticky.

Today's an uber sticky day. It's hot and humid. I dislike this kinda of weather; I feel lazy and tired all the time. My dad woke me up at around 9AM. I had to move some furniture, sweat a lot, and do chores. My chores of the day involved laundry and the usual weekend cleaning.

I actually finished most of my chores along with a lot of sweat. I feel so sticky and icky. Well, if I had gone to handball this morning, it would be close. When I usually handball, I don't sweat to the point of it dripping off my face. I just sweat enough for my eyes to start stinging. But today, my sweat was just dripping so badly that I needed tissues to wipe it out of my eyes. Then again, handball is more fun, in my opinion.

I was supposed to meet up with Sam (&Co. ?) at Lutheran this morning. I wasn't sure if I was allowed so I didn't bother asking and getting someone mad early on a Sunday morning. I was actually awake at 5AM...then fell back asleep. I felt so knocked out for some reason x_x I woke up again at 8ish, debated on whether or not to call (or to leave him be and figure it out himself), called, had food, and started chores.

Yea that sums up my day o-o I hope Louise doesn't read this until later on...really, really later. Like tomorrow afternoon/end of the week later. Heh.

I'm getting hungry. Still waiting for dinner. Typing is getting hard now...I should cut my nails o_o...after my nail polish arrives!

I'm going to quit the countdown: I don't update on a daily basis and keeping track is semi-depressing. So how about I count the number of school days starting on the 8th? Yea? Okay.

I know this is a feeling I just can't fight;

You're the first and last thing on my mind.

You Make Me Wanna; Blue

Shopping at QCM = fun!

Today was an epic day. I loved it. The group and I (Louise, Johanna, Howard, Max, Ron, Sam and James) all went to QCM for shopping. We've been planning this for about a month? We had a set date by last week-ish.

In the morning, we all stopped by Louise's place 'cause she said she was going to cook us breakfast. The R was extremely slow this morning x_x ! She had rice. And milk. AND SPAM. So I was good. I ate a lot ._. I've been eating a lot since...I don't know when. Where did I get this appetite? Well, at least if I burn it then I'm good :3 !

So we helped Max pick out 5 shirts. He needs jeans though. He and Ron didn't know their sizes...how sad. I think Sam and Howard were the only ones. -shrug- I asked Sam and just estimated. I was close! I was only one size off for Max but exact for Ron. Yay. Oh, Max's shirts are so not him...just not in a bad way o-o? He's always in white. We got so many colors for him. And Howard. Ron got all white. I think Sam only got black and something else. Johanna got a couple of graphic tees from AE and I got one from Aero. I also got a pair of jeans and a fluffy sweater. -hugs-

After we ate at the food court, Ron, Max, Sam, James and I had to leave. Like good little children. We took the train straight from Woodhaven to...who knows where. It was a hilarious train ride. I don't regret not taking a nap. I think a bit after we finally reached Manhattan, Max had to pee. He drank who knows how much iced tea. After than, Ron had a slight urge but it was uncontrollable at around Court St. Yea, we took the R all the way 'cause everyone was too lazy to get off to switch to express.

It's almost Atlantic and Ron and Max look and sound like they were in such pain. "That's it, Max. I'm going over to your place for the bathroom." I was pretty tight then. There was an N train approaching Atlantic with our R. I got ready to leave-the first one to get off the train-but the stupid N train didn't wait for me and the doors closed before the R even stopped. "Yay, more moral support!" Lawls. I ended up being the last one to get off the R. How stupid.

Max and Ron had this whole plan set out: power walk, don't sprint. Sprinting/running makes it worse. It was hilarious. When we were approaching Prospect Ave., Max's stop, lots of people were crowding around the doors and Max said, "Oh shit, so many people." He and Ron somehow made it to the front of the crowd and we saw them sprint for the exit. it was funny as hell. They said no sprinting but I guess the urge was too bad. From what I heard, they ran to Max's house, ran inside and nearly exploded. Ron came out of the bathroom sweating. LOL.

After they got off the train, Sam had to pee. James and I are just like: oh shit. He only had 3ish stops so it was...better? Well, he had to wait for the D since my N came first. Ha. James got off at 53rd and I got off at 59th. Yea, last person to get off the R. Could've been the first -_-!

All in all, today was a good day. Some pics are up on Facebook. I'd put them here but the process is too long. I'm sort of in a rush as it is. My internet nowadays is extremely limited. If I stay downstairs too long, I get scolded. For what reason? Who knows -_-...

I'm tired. I think I should do my exhaustion test tomorrow if I can. If not, then I'll just follow the week 2 or week 3 schedule for the next couple weeks just to keep fit. The push-ups are getting harder. The sit-ups are still okay for now. Must lose abdominal flab. My goal for the rest of the summer. I see handball for a whole week after Louise leaves. Lawl.

Dang, I wrote a lot today. Well, I should. I sort of want to write more posts like these. It means my day was interesting and not the same old same old shit. Well, I hope I get ot write more soon. I love days like these with people like them.

Thanks, guys. And now good night (;

Yum, I love me some Sodium and Pepper.

Volunteer, the usual. We went to 51 for handball today. The original plans were to go to Lutheran 'cause Ron was there but we decided to not go at the last minute. I finished a 1L bottle of water and was still thirsty. It was so hot and humid today and I need to shower. Like. Now.

After handball, we went to McDonald's to "abuse" our coupons. We all had some sort of coupon for what we wanted (more or less). We stayed there for a while-nearly an hour. It was...fun. The AC felt nice.

Well, not much today. I'm pretty tired. I fell asleep on my netbook for a few minutes just now. Time to shower. I can't even stand my own BO x_x.

49 days until we're seniors.

Intense Workout Week - not too bad.

Volunteer in the morning, obviously. Unless something interesting or blog-worthy happens at work, I'm not going to say much about it. Oh, us seniors-to-be have homework. How lame. Stupid college process must be so...annoying. ): !

Today, the rain stopped by the time we left the school so it was okay weather to go handball. Louise and I changed into shorts/sweats so it'd feel more comfy. Johanna was already wearing shorts (smart girl- OF COURSE, SHE GOT A 5 IN AP CALC AB D:< !). We went to Lutheran. There were only two courts but then there was no one on it so it was free. Yay. It was fun. I didn't feel like I went all out but it was enough for my right arm to hurt. I dislike constantly serving. I get so tired afterwards!

We left the place at around 4ish and on the way, somehow, we saw Sam. Well, Max did. But yea. He was in formal attire. A weird picture. He and Max took a left turn somewhere and went home. The rest of us (Louise, Howard, Johanna, Stephen and I) went to a McDonald's for food and to cool down a bit. We stayed til around 5ish? I didn't get home til 5:30ish and my mom bitched. Like really? I came home waay before yesterday, so stfu.

I think that's it for today? I'm going handball tomorrow again. Where? Don't know. Deciding on what to do is already a big accomplishment. We'll decide the location tomorrow. Prolly Luth again. -shrug- It's getting cold. I'm going to turn my AC on low and go to sleep. BEFORE 11PM TODAY. Wow. I must be really tired, or really bored.

Good night!

Oh, I'm trying to look for some new catchy phrases/quotes for each post. Hm, Google? Maybe.

56 days until school starts. Ick.

I definitely need a SUNY.

My parents are really getting to me. My patience is wearing thin, very thin. Let's just say I have to call my mom when I get off volunteering now. Every. Fucking. Day. It's summer vacation. I'm 17, for crying out loud. I'm going to be off to college next year SO WHAT THE FUCK. I'm thinking about coming out with the truth starting in September. I mean, what are they going to do about it? What can they do?

Not much.

So, what did I do today? Volunteering, obviously. We planned on handballing today but it was POURING. Louise, Howard, Johanna and I headed for Stephen's house while Max went home. Johanna said she had to go home too so it was just the four of us. We played MJ...I finally won once at the 17th game x_x ! It was tiring... It was also pouring when we walked all the way to 90th ST from 74th ST. We got soaked. I had a slight headache but slept it off on the train ride home. It was a good way to kill the afternoon productively :3

I think I'd write more but it's past 11 and my dad's going to scold me about staying up. -rolls eyes- Depending on what happens tomorrow, maybe more, maybe less. We'll see.

Oh, I think I should start writing again. I don't know...I feel a sudden urge to.

Looks like it's going to be a nice week, according to the forecast.

To update, I've been having some serious family issues. Makes me want to go to a SUNY even more. I can't stand the thought of staying with them for another 4 years or so. That's it. I won't go into detail with the issues/situation; seems pointless to.

So it's almost 11PM on a Monday night. Today was Week 1 Day 3 of my 6-week workout. It's going good so far. I find the push-ups a bit hard but I want to push myself so I'm not switching to the lower level. I did a total of 59 push-ups and 69 sit-ups for today. Rest day tomorrow. Oh, I'm also going all out for handball tomorrow. Don't know why, but I sort of feel like it. I'm going to push-myself this week since the weather's fine. And I got a haircut so my hair is a bit more manageable and hassle-free...sort of.

Another update: my cousin has a free pass to go to a local gym. When she came back from China, she told me that her doctor said she was unhealthy/unfit. Her friend can pull her into the plan she has at the local gym, including me. My cousin said she can come to me for these kinds of things, so I'm going to whip her into shape. Hey, free access to a gym. For someone like me, it's hard to refuse.

Volunteering...there isn't much to say about it. We're idle most of the time. I'll only mention it when something big/important happens, ya know? I think that should be about it. I'm trying to not be on my netbook as often 'cause my dad's being a bitch about it. And also, I need some self-control....psh yea right.

Okay it's 5 to 11PM and I'm feeling a bit sore. Time for bed? Yea, I think so. Let's start a countdown, shall we?

58 days until I'm officially a senior. Oh boy.

I'd put something sentimental here, but...meh. Maybe some other time. :P

I really need to be a bit more consistent with my posts.

I don't want to have too much to update all in one day. Especially if I'm going to go hang out and have a blast. Ya know? Okay, I think I should get a good night's sleep and do that...next week.

Yesterday was July 7th. We finally got our student metrocards, so we were free to go wherever we liked. We had the full three rides, so why not use it, right? That's right: we took a trip to Times Square. It was a blast. I loved our stupidity and randomness. It's inexplainable and indescribable so I think I'll stop here.

Today we went to some new territory: Columbus Circle in Manhattan. We just walked around the mall for the AC. Louise took some pictures but she hasn't uploaded them yet. It was just another chill afternoon. We're going to watch Despicable Me tomorrow so I think I should have a slightly longer post. Yes? I hope so, otherwise it totally defeats the purpose of my blog.

It's getting cold in my room. I still need to shower. So, I'm out for the night.

My weekend summed up.

Sunday: Dorney Park and the Wild Water Kingdom with the family plus Kevin Lu and his mom. It was fun. I went on so many thrill rides. Actually, there was about 5ish of them but I went on each at least twice. Yea, I was dizzy afterwards. I had so many adrenaline rushes and I felt so tired...but it was great. We saw fireworks at 9:30PM from the parking lot. It was pretty. I took some pictures but I'll have to upload them some other time. My family's being...stupid now. As always.

Monday: Jones Beach with my family minus my mom and Kevin's mom only. The five of us...it was fun. Fun AND relaxing! Could I have asked for more? Oh, i got tan. Really tan. But it's still not even. -tear- If I were to repeat that afternoon, I would.

Tuesday: (today) It was so freaking hot. After volunteer, we stayed in Atlantic Mall and just walked around seeking AC places. Yea...we're wanderers. End of story.

I feel bad for the lack of a detailed update but I'm exhausted. I also can't spend too much time on Blogger updating due to some retards calling me for pointless chores. -rolls eyes-

I've never been so silent at home. I think it's better this way.

Back from Jersey Gardens

Today, my family and I went to NJ to shop for swimsuits (Carol and I) and groceries (for tomorrow and Monday). We bought so much food to make sandwiches for both Sunday and Monday 'cause we have plans. All-day plans. Dorney Park tomorrow and beach on Monday. I'm going to be so black on Tuesday.

EDIT: This was supposed to be published on Saturday but I totally forgot this existed.

Basically: I loved Jersey Gardens and bought two bikinis. The End. :D

Lovely MJ Afternoon yesterday

Yesterday, Louise, Howard, Johanna and Max came over my house to chill. We didn't have anything planned and we were all broke so we thought of something cheap-ish to do: go over someone's house. We bought turkey to make sandwiches so we don't spend too much on lunch and bought drinks at the supermarket. We only played for two hours and we were getting tired and bored (two hours STRAIGHT) so we took a break. Johanna and I took a lunch break while everyone else just took an MJ break.

I'm not going to go on and on about my day/afternoon with them. They came pretty early though. Louise, Howard and Johanna arrived by 8:30ish and Max came soon after (like 9ish?). They didn't leave until 5PM. In short, it was a relaxing and somewhat fun day. Don't you guys agree?

Ahaha, Skype afterwards. It was the usual funny. Sam was talking a bit more; kinda unusual for the Fish. We had fun on Skype, as always. No matter what's going on at home, when I go on Skype and I'm chatting with the crew, I automatically feel so much better. They make me forget the shit that's going on at home. I really love them. Yea, I'm being cheesy right now ): !

Well, it's Saturday morning and I'm off to go shopping in NJ with my family. BJ's first then hopefully Jersey Gardens after. I'll probably be back on Blogger tomorrow night if not tonight. (:

Oh, and happy belated birthday to my dad !